SPM is over under my 17th birthday celebration ! ♥

Outing with Samantha (:

   Kinda busy sitting on the SPM paper recently, it was so STRESS in thess few month ! and now, finally, it was OVER.

Hooray! having double celebration on this day. My 17th birthday and the end of SPM paper.Woots.

  In the early morning, I woke up at 6.15am. and I wish myself a Happy Birthday. (: Dressed up with school uniform, and it was my last day wearing this uniform. I slowly walk down to enjoy my birthday breakfast made from my dearest mom. Butter toast+ Dutchlady fresh milk+ Grapes. My grateful meals. I like it so much. Yes, I do.

 After finish my breakfast, I packed my bags and ekonomi refrences books, I rushed in to my mom's car.

Every morning, I had to pray to God for success on my every SPM paper. God blessed me. Thank you.

 Onthe way to school, My mom was chatting with me:

    Mom: Hey, dear, Happy Birthday ya. and wish you good luck in your last paper, mama support you. (:

    (it was so warm when i heard this, the voice fully filled with warmth love...)

    Me: Thanks, mom. I will do all the best, don't worry kay? Wait for my good news. Mom, I love you.

    Mom: Welcome. ohh ya! This is yours birthday present, take it.

    (mom take something from her's pocket...)

    Me: uhh?

    Mom: nahh! This is the lucky chain, I hope you will like it .

    Me: Mom, Thanks a lot. :D

(it was so delicacy, i like it so much. )

When I reached school, first i saw cher cher, and she greated me a happy birthday. I was searching my best friend, yen yong. Where's she? dewan? no.. ohh! I saw her walking down from the staff room. when we meet each other, she greated me a Happy birthday. We walked to classroom nor chatting. Everyone kinda busy do-last-minute revision, but I'm not. I receive presents from my dear friends, Joanne $ Mun Nee. Thanks you.

When I sitting on the last paper, I was not scared at all. well. The time passing.. tick.. tick...tick... it's 3.59p.m

still have 1 minutes , we're going to end of SPM paper. Yeah. Finally, we heard the examiner say: ''Masa dah tamat, calon sila berhenti menulis, sila ikatkan kertas jawapan anda. terima kasih.''

Oh yeah! We're finish the paper. We stepped out the '' jail'' now, it's FREEDOM. Woww..

and today, I have already had a meet with samantha. We plan to go midvalley. It's so pity, celebrated my birthday not with my schoolmates and friends , is with my ' sister ' . but it's still great, never celebrated my birthday ownself. haha.

 We reached Midvalley at 4.30pm, and we straight away go buy movies tickets. We watched the movie entitled ''Call me nobody'' , 1 words can concluded, '' BORED''. but nevermind, it's over.

AFter movies, we went to F.O.S for clothing and picture-ing. Haha. I helped samantha chose some new year clothes. It's picture time now. yeah! :D

What a weird shoes I have. xD

Samantha and me.

 

Yeah!

  We went back at 9.30pm. I know something was wrong. I felt bad. because today I missed my music class, and I know I 'll get scolded by my mom. Fortunately, my mom doen't scold me. She so kind to me. She never scold me and it's so surprise that she allowed me play until midnight.Yeah. Thanks mama. I love you so much. :D

cond par

                   .... To be continued to the second part of my birthday celebration.....

A mother with bad manners ! ;@

Just to shared with :)

Recently, my sister and I took our nephew to a children's fair in KL.

  As we were queuing up for some goodies, a young girl of around the age five or six squeezed her way through in front of us.

  

  To our surprise, it was her mother who was nudging her to cut to queue.

  The girl told her mother that she should line up because her teacher in school had taught her to do so. The mother then said something sternly to the girl in a language we didn't understand. Judging from her facial expression, we assumed the mother told the girl to just stand quietly.

  I was very surprise a girl that young could understand basic etiquette which her mother chose to ignore. If this is how children are raised, I can only imagine how they would be when they grow.

I felt depressed for the young kid ! What manners did her mother with ? What's world going on? 

I'm afraid with.

  

Hoooray! My trial exam was finish ! :D

Hoooray,

I was happy that my trial exam was finish!

haha.

I have to break now.

Need to rest for 1 day.

Sleeeeeeeeeeep. :)

Let's see my result:

BC          61     B 

BI           67     B+

BM         60     C+

Maths      69   B+

Science    61   B

Ekons      72   A-

Akauns    73   A-

Moral      77   A-

Sejarah    56  C+

I'm not happy with my results

I Aim straight A's for this trial exam..

Unfurtunately,

I just achieve 3 A's , 4 B , 2C

From now on,

I have to manage my timetable,

Need to spend more time for my poor subject

such as Sejarah and BM !

Gambateh!

I have to study Sejarah now!

Byeeeeee.

Wait for my good news ya :)

Take care, Friends

 :)

Rainie

21.10.10

Kindly busy for my SPM !

So sorry that,

I'm quite a long time din't updated my blog.

I'm kindly busy to prepare for my SPM exam.

Will Updated my blog sooooon.

See ya :) 

Gambateh, Rainie

Fight for 9A's!! :D

Keep in touch!

Rainie

20.10.10

TheEnd ♥

时间冲淡了一切
我们的距离越来越远
我们是否该结束呢
我不知道
我很迷茫
我很辛苦
我很不甘心
我们的爱竟然死在半途
这天
你狠狠地在我内心深处
刮上一刀约5寸深的伤口
血
一滴一滴的
流着流着
。。。。。。
我从来都没想过
我们的结局竟然是这样
你走的时候
没有回头
也没留下任何一切
只留下一样东西
你很自私
说走就走
没理会到我的感受
一时之间我接受不了
你的离开
让我受到人生极大的打击
我的心碎了
真的碎了
我不再像那以前的自己
那开朗，乐观，可爱的性格
就在这几分钟内完完全全消失了
我一无所有
我的世界少了一个人
我好希望
这一切一切都是一场梦
睡醒了就没事了
可是
我知道这些残酷的
就是事实
我无法不接受
我变得不再有自信
我的世界从此刻开始都是灰色的
在我内心的彩虹
也消失了
我找不到一线的希望
在一夜之间
我变得好孤单
我的世界只有一盏微微亮着的街灯
亮着亮着
我就蹲在这盏街灯下
望着那孤冷的天空
因为只有望着天空
没有人会知道我在哭泣
没有人会知道我的痛苦
我好无助
我真的好希望
我生命里的天使
会在这时出现
给我希望
给我帮助
扶我一把
可是
天使没有出现
出现的是
一个迷迷糊糊既又隐隐约约的影子
我看不清楚
我揉揉眼睛
在次睁大眼睛
可是我还是看不清楚
那个影子
好熟悉
是他吗？
真的会是他吗？
为什么会是那么的迷糊？
那个影子
渐渐的
靠我越来越近
我好害怕
怕他会再次伤害我
我的心里非常挣扎
害怕再次受到伤害
嗒～嗒～嗒
那个影子就站在我身旁
轻轻的扶我起来
拥抱我
我的眼泪哗啦哗啦地流了下来
我好感动
在我落难无助的时候
竟然会是他
出现在我的世界里
扶我一把
让我不再受任何的委屈
谢谢你
在这个时候出现
给我温暖
谢谢你
。。。
我紧紧地抱着他
可是这是我才发现
我拥抱的
是空气
那个影子
是他的背影
我真傻
竟然会去拥抱影子
不是
是空气
不是
是......是......是.......
但
我的直觉告诉我
这个影子
真的是他
我百分之百的确定是他
为什么他会出现
难道他就是我的天使？
是吗？
我不晓得
但
我要谢谢他
他的出现
就好像在黑暗中
寻找到
一根小小的蜡烛
点亮了那黑暗的世界
暖暖的



♥ ♥ ♥
影子
你就是我的天使吗？
终有一天我一定会知道
你的身份
我相信

Rainie

16.3.10

Happy anniversary , babe ♥

 

27.7.09～ 27.2.10

Happy anniversary to my lovely babe,

kenny,

No wonder how far are you now,

my heart still connected with you everytimes.

because, I Love You.

Since, we're gather 7 month.

In the days with you, i'm really appreciate, really~

I miss you 

I need you

I LOVE YOU !

Mr. piggy~

                                                                Rainie ♥ Kenny

                                                                             Forever Love~  

Waiting your call tomorrow,

loves ya :)

                                                       Muackss!

爱不单行 - 罗志祥

找不到人說　心裡的寂寞
找不到人懂　怕黑的折磨
找不到命中註定　在一起的那個人
很多人都像我　一個人過生活

愛只有簡單筆畫　卻比想像複雜

很安定愛變化　我愛過幾個人

也被愛過幾遍　卻還是沒能將幸福留下

愛是不可數的嗎　為何我還相信　

它不是獨行俠　我在等一個人

在等我的永恒　告訴我愛不單行別害怕

用不完身邊泛濫的自由
開始怕孤單是一種詛咒
羨慕我能飛的人為何在天黑以後
還是寧願回到　愛情那個枷锁

我在等一個人　在等我的永恒
告訴我愛不單行相信她

Counting down 13.2.10

Just finish my dinner,

haha.

My stomach is FULL.

XD

Tomorrow is Chinese New year and Valentine's day.

later i'm count down with my babe and my friends.

Yeppy.

Happy & Excited!   :)

Sorry,

away for taking bath lurh..

ByeBye..

Take care!    :D

Will be soon back.

Wait me.

.......

TheDay That i'll never forget 11.2.10

Friday 11.2.10

Today is the last day goin school.

cuz Chinese new year is at the corner..

excited~!

haha..

Woohoo..

I wake up in the early morning and prepare goin to school.

when i reach school..

OMG !

That;s too few students in my school..

all ponteng and balik kampung..

but luckyly my gang is coming to school..

While waiting my gang come,

Me, Rachel and Mun Nee goes to toilet for tidy up our messy hair. xD

After we back from toilet.

Suddenly, Jun Seng was taking a black and flowering bag to Rachel.

We was shock and keep look at them..

haha..

I know Rachel was so shy that time..

She say:' ahaa, hmm.. i will say thank you to you later, and please go away now. thanks.'

LOL xD

Me and my friends keep asking Rachel what's happen is he?

ahemm..

Rachel's face is BLUSHING ~! :$

she say that he is chasing her.

and the boy was wondering her to be his Valentine on Valentine's day.

Rachel reject him many times.

but he still the same.

ARGH~!

Idiot!

The school bell was RING~

I with my gang slowly walk to the assembly.

when we almost reach there,

we was so shock.

cuz too few students in the assembly.

and 5k3 is ony 3 STUDENT!

haha.

everybody is backing hometown.

but luck our class 25+ student attend.

Happy :)

The first period is Mathematics.

Cik Shazila giving us exercise for chapter 2: Graph.

I love this chapter well.

^^

.::Recess time::.

Me and my gang go to kaunselling room for our break.

we chit chat and eating there.

While we're having our breakfast there.

Suddenly, A VIRUS, came up to kaunselling.

We're shock!

she keep calll us help she decorate the kaunselling room.

and we just act noting~

We hate her attitude.

she's so perasan and like to braggart!

Urgh >.<

she keep show off that she got how many boyfriend and bla bla bla @#$%

No one is listen to her.

What's she say is all RUBBISH!

FISH~!

That's why we call her ' VIRUS'

After that, our gang help teacher to decorate the room.

we use those ang pau to make lantern and fish..

We done it at 12.15pm

While my gang was cleaning the room.

Hui jie say that she want to use my phone take photo.

ahaha.

We take alot photo while they're cleaning.

so lazy.

then Mun Nee was so angry about us.

cuz we keep take photo and no helping them.

We're so sorry to them.

SORRY~

haha.

The school bell was ring~

we take our bags and walk out from kaunselling room.

We was so happy and appreciate the moment we gather..

I love my FRIEND!

You're the BEST.

Anyways,

Have a FUN Holiday.

Happy Chinese New Year,

Happy Valentine's day.

See-you 22.2.10

Miss~  :))

Rainie

11.2.10 :)

华乐演出 6.2.10

Rainie, Mengmay

6.2.10

好紧张哦

今天我和华乐的同学们演奏了

大约有几百观众来观看我们的演出

哈哈

这次我们二胡办要演奏的歌曲是：

雪诫花，康定情歌，拜年

希望我们能做到最好

并不辜负老师对我们的期望

加油，华乐班 ！

华乐表演圆满结束

我们非常满意自己的表演

台下的观众都报以热烈的掌声

在台上的我们

是多么的有成就感啊

好开心哦

觉得大家都有很大的进步

～

希望一次能比一次更精进

加油

^^

心情？？

心情？   （不明本内容所说的人物 请别误会）

有时候是不是太过信任对方，而有些小事情觉得没什么就不必坦白的呢·？

我不喜欢被人欺骗的感觉，为什么就不能坦白地说出来呢？

是不是怕我误会？

还是怕我生气？

但这一切一切都比坦白说出来更好。。

有时候， 说小谎， 觉得没什么

但日子久了不久成为一个习惯了嘛？

为什么不能够坦白点呢？

现在坦白说出真话，好比等事情真相大白后才说对不起， 什么的～

那时已经太迟了

我的心情很沮丧

好想找东西抱着哭

希望有人能明白我的苦处

我真的不希望有一天

因为你的一句谎话

而还得我们彼此之间的距离给拉远了

从此不再信任对方

那时才所对不起

又有何意呢？？

只有让大家画上悲伤的句点～

我依然：

× 相信时间会证明一切*

也不必我那多余的解释

只会让彼此误会更深

希望你能明白～

一个人过的大日子～

27.7.09-27.1.10

这个月只有我一个人庆祝这个大日子

那就是

与宝贝六个月的纪念日

不知道他在那里过得如何呢?

是否还记得我们的大日子

真的好想念他哦

但不管我们的距离有多遥远

我们的心还是连接在一起的

我永远都不会忘了与你相遇的那一天

永远永远

～

许愿星把我的祝福献给了你

希望在远方的你能收到

永远爱你的

Rainie

寂寞，等待 ？？

寂寞的夜裏

我無法入眠

腦海裏一直湧現出你的影子

非常思念有你陪我入眠的日子

有你在，真好！

我可以無時無刻陪你聊天，談心事

但是現在只可以等到每個星期日才可以聽到你的聲音

是多麽的辛苦啊

但那只是維持三個月罷了

在這三個月裏

我只好默默地等待你的來電

默默地等待
你走之前

曾對我說過

： 我不在的日子，你必須好好地過哦；


：想念我的時候，我不許你哭~：

：我不在的時候有那只豬豬陪你：

：你就當作那是我就可以了 ：


寶貝，你能答應我嗎？

你給我的承若，我當然是答應的咯~

但是

想念你的時候

不知道爲何

那無受控制的眼淚

不停地往眶下流

我也控制不了

突然腦海裏才想起

曾答應過你的事情

若我哭了，你會心疼的

我拿起右手輕輕的往臉霞那裏

把淚擦干

我對我自己說

我不許哭

因爲我已答應過你的

我不能毀掉我對你的若言

。。。

夜已深了

我仰頭望上天空的星星

雙手合十

向小星星祈禱

希望在遠方的他

能夠平平安安

快快樂樂的

我抱著我的小豬豬

回到床上

輕輕地關上那疲憊的雙眼

慢慢地進入夢鄉

與寶貝相遇

~~~~

Rainie

6.1.10

開學了~ 4.1.2010

漫長的假期終于過去了~

來到了新的學期

有新的開始

新的希望

今年要面對人生中的第一個考驗

那就是大馬教育文憑啊

這個文憑將會使我在未來要面對社會的一個執照

非常重要

未來吃飯，養家都是靠它了

所以，

我不能輕視這個考試

我要付出更多的努力，加倍溫習

以在每一次的預考拿到優異的成績

正所謂：“ 一份耕耘，一份收穫！”

只要不放棄

一定可以的~！

加油！

此外，

有些事情令我很頭痛

那就是友情~！

有苦難言， 一言説不盡啊~

只好默默地等待

也不想再加入這個混亂的局勢

我相信時間會解釋一切

我只好在一旁默默地等待~

                                   Rainie

4.1.2010